Just a little upload

I'm having my exams at college these days (so far so good, thanks for asking! :P) and the last one will be this coming Friday. After that, I'll finally be on vacation!!! =D
It's not that I don't like to go to college or anything, I just really do need to rest. And not having to wake up at 5h30 in the morning definetely pleases me!
By the way, speaking of liking or not to go to Ibero, I must say... this current semester has been the best one so far. Not only is it because of the subjects but mainly because of people I got acquainted with.


Anyways, these days have been quite weird to me. I mean, some things sort of seem that are just not right. This is specially true when considering work. Yet, I feel really really great. Go figure!

Still deadish

Ok, so I promised I would write as soon as I could. Yeah, that was a lie. The truth is that I have to commit to posting here. I always forget to do that.

So, now I am 19. I am not feeling old or anything, however, I constantly feel that I should be taking more advantage of life itself. There are lots of places to be visited, thousands of people to be met and dozens of languages to be learnt. And here I am: stuck in São Paulo. I am not saying I do not like São Paulo or even Brazil. I do. Nevertheless, I just do not belong here.

I am a dreamer. I want to take on the world.
Well, perhaps someday.

Deadish

I am just here to say I am not dead, though not very much alive either.

Anyways, my birthday is coming! YAY! I promise I will write about it ASAP. :)

I get so clumsy

Not only does Jason Castro have a great voice, but he also somehow brings me peace. So, here he is performing Chris Rice's Clumsy.



(Thank you, Colm, for helping me 'embed' the video! I do appreciate it!)

=)

Minha oração

Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
(Psalm 51:10)



Cria em mim, ó Deus, um coração puro, e renova dentro em mim um espírito inabalável.
(Salmos 51:10)

Learning how to be ordinary

Have you ever gotten tired of working?
Good. So now it is my turn.

An endless-like conflict

Different from what most people feel, Fridays evenings are always kind of depressing for me. Maybe it's because another week has passed by. Maybe it's because since I started working on Saturdays, I've been avoiding going out on Fridays. Maybe it's both.

I don't know, perhaps I'm just getting old and that is part of life. However, sometimes I look at my life and think whether I've been enjoying it as I ought to or not. Ever since I started working, I get myself sparing thoughts about this matter. I don't hang out as much as I should. I don't date as much as I should. I don't make friends as much as I should. I don't even try to keep the ones I have as much as I should.

The truth is that I have to make a decision. I cannot go on living like this. I just can't. It seems everything is going wrong.
On the other hand, how is it possible for a person to study, be professionally succesful and enjoy life at the same time?


It all seems confusing.