Different from what most people feel, Fridays evenings are always kind of depressing for me. Maybe it's because another week has passed by. Maybe it's because since I started working on Saturdays, I've been avoiding going out on Fridays. Maybe it's both.
I don't know, perhaps I'm just getting old and that is part of life. However, sometimes I look at my life and think whether I've been enjoying it as I ought to or not. Ever since I started working, I get myself sparing thoughts about this matter. I don't hang out as much as I should. I don't date as much as I should. I don't make friends as much as I should. I don't even try to keep the ones I have as much as I should.
The truth is that I have to make a decision. I cannot go on living like this. I just can't. It seems everything is going wrong.
On the other hand, how is it possible for a person to study, be professionally succesful and enjoy life at the same time?
It all seems confusing.
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2 comments:
i'm sure that the problem is that you're getting older!!
haha
luv ya bizonha!
I am sorry that you are having problems with work. I think it takes time to work out the balance between self, social life, family life, college and work let alone a boyfriend! You're just 18 so things will get better :-) Everyone feels like this every so often. *hugs*
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